9/29/10

The Daily Universe

Before today, I had never picked up a copy of The Daily Universe, the student newspaper at BYU.

I feel guilty. That's mostly because of my Mom.

We were having one of our late night talks, when my mother asked if I read the Daily Universe. I replied that I hadn't. Then I heard her gasp.

"You don't read The Daily Universe?" my mother asked incredulously. "Sarah, think of all those Journalism students slaving away to make this paper and you don't even read it!"

Something in my heart twisted. I never thought about all the work those kids put into creating one issue of The Daily Universe. I mean, getting a newspaper ready to print is a tough, stressful process. I would know. Rory Gilmore was a journalist for the Yale paper. Therefore, I saw the craziness of the newsroom everyday from my television set as I eagerly watched Gilmore Girls. The idea of all their hard work going to naught because of me was angrily poking me in the back.

So today, I picked up a copy. Thanks Mom.

9/22/10

The Harold B. Lee Library

There are several really awesome places at BYU. There are the gardens behind the Museum of Art with statues and pools and fountains, a place of serenity. Then there is the old Maeser Building, a building with character. But my favorite place at Brigham Young University (with the BYU Creamery running a close second) is the Harold B. Lee Library. I am such a nerd.

Honestly, I could live here. I have everything I need-- loads of books, desks with power plugs, free internet, and comfy couches. What else do you need? 

I remember the first time I walked into the library. It was my first day of school, everything was new and big. But the library was definitely the newest and the biggest. I stepped in and immediately was overwhelmed. Floods of people rushed by me on their way to who knows where. I didn't even know where to go. So I just joined myself with the crowd and let the current take me wherever. I ended up on the fourth floor in the Juvenile section. Luckily, I needed to check a book out from that section for my English class. So I grabbed a book and found a table where I could process all the new information I had received. I looked at my syllabi. Wait! I need to take a library tour? At least that's what it said on my English syllabus. I looked closer. Yep, I needed to take a tour. So I followed the paper's directions to the LRC and picked up a MP3 library tour and started my adventure. I was so surprised at how massive the library is. There are four floors but the two underground floors stretch under the campus.

The tour was just a peek at the vast world known as the Harold B. Lee Library. A world I needed to discover. So I made a goal to occasionally find a new place in the library to study. I've studied in the "no shhh" zone, the Asian Collections, the periodicals. Today I am studying in the Humanities section. I am surrounded by upperclassmen, freshmen don't usually wander from the more popular locations like the periodicals. In fact, a RM is study across the table from me. I am in the big leagues. But wherever I am, I  have a place where I can either study and be productive, or enjoy myself and people-watch. 

I'm reminded of an old Arthur song. You remember Arthur, right? The aardvark on Channel 8? In one of his songs, he sings, "Having fun isn't hard, when you've got a library card," True that, Arthur. True that.

9/18/10

Lucky Old Tramp on A String

For our second half-time show, the band is playing "Old Man River"/ "I've Got the World on A String"/ "The Lady is a Tramp" (hence the name). So to get in character for our show, the guard had a little field trip to the Provo River to go canoeing. Here are some pictures:
All the Guardlings who came (and a few husbands too)
Smile for the camera!!!
Row, Row, Row Your Boat!
About to launch

9/5/10

Game Day!!!

Yesterday was the first BYU football game of the year, and as colorguard, we were, of course, in attendance. Game Day started as I left my apartment wearing my uniform drove to Walgreens to get some fake eyelashes. I think everyone at Walgreens was secretly snickering behind my back at how silly I looked wearing skin-tight pants and full show make-up. But luckily the whole Walgreens event lasted less than five minutes and I was on my way to Lavell Ed
wards Stadium.

When I got to the stadium, I had to park all the way at the Marriott Center's parking lot and walk down University Parkway to the stadium. I was surprised at how many people were already at Lavell Edwards. There were Huskies fans lounging on the grass that surrounds the stadium, there were police officers directing traffic, and there were students rushing across the streets. I eventually arrived at the guard room, just in time to get my bangs french-braided by Amy. Then it was socializing time. Also at this time, we could take pictures, so I put a couple of them up so you can see our costumes and the wonderful girls that I hang out with in colorguard.
Amy fixing Jenny's eye-makeup. Hair and make-up are essential components to the BYU colorguard look.

At 3:00, the colorguard and the band went to Helaman Field's for a last run-through of pre-game and the half-time show. It was brutally hot. And the BYU flags we were given were extremely heavy. But even with all that, we had a good run-through. So we sipped the rest of our now warm water and prepared to officially start Game Day!!

On Game Day, the band gives several performances. In fact, before we even return to the stadium, we have two performances. So we marched in grandiose marching style down University Parkway, shouting BYU chants and always smiling. Then we stopped in front of the Cougar statue and performed pre-game and the fight song. Then we began to march again and heel-stepped our way to the tailgate party, where we performed "Hey Baby" and the fight song. Then, at last, the marching band made its way into the stadium.

Pre-game. To say it simply, I did not do well. It was like perpetual brain farts. I would confuse the choreography from another part of the show, I marched too fast, and then to add the cherry to the top, I dropped my toss. :( And the sad thing is that everyone who knew that I was in colorguard watched me drop that toss. And mentioned it to me later. Ugh! Really, I could just go on and on about the terrible things that happened during pre-game, but there were some pretty awesome stuff too. First off, I was on a field performing in front of 64000 people. That, in its self, is just way cool. Then, I was an arm length distance from Jim McMahon. If I wasn't on colorguard and had to wave my flag around, I would have received a high five from him. That's how close he was. Then in a flurry, the football team burst from the tunnel and the crowd went wild and the band played the fight song. As the beat from the drums rang out, the chaos began as the band rushed to get off the field.

Now I need to make a note. I am only focusing on Game Day from a colorguard perspective. Not football. So all I will say for the first half of the game is that the Cougar defense was lacking and that it was turning out to be a boring game. And the heat wasn't making it any better.

At nine minutes before half-time, the colorguard left the stands and began to practice for the show. Practice was going okay, although I had to watch out for a cute little girl who would sometimes get very close to where I was. But it was while we were practicing "Anyway You Want It" that I almost lost it. We were doing a section where we toss our flag, catch it and tuck it, then unwind at the 45. I don't what happened, but I missed grabbing the end of the pole at the flag slammed me in the mouth. I immediately stopped and held my mouth. Ashlee, the coach, asked if I was only. I couldn't speak, afraid my voice would betray me and I'd start to cry, so I gave a thumbs up and gestured that I needed a minute. So I stood there and suffered through the worst of the pain. Then, I picked up my flag and continued to practice. But my injury unnerved me and half-time got a lot more stressful. A few moments later, the band joined us and we made our way to the field.

When we got to the field we lined up along the wall behind the Washington football team and watched the last 30 seconds of the first half. As I stood there, my lip throbbed. I nervously tried to visualize the choreography of the show in my head. Finally, I said a prayer asking Heavenly Father to help me keep my cool and do a good job performing the show. The siren blasted, ending the second quarter and the football players ran off the field to be replaced by some spectacular people. I, Sarah Toller, was ten to twenty feet away from such greats as Steve Young, President Samuelson, Lavell Edwards himself, and Jeffrey R. Holland of the Twelve Apostles. It was SOOOO sweet! Definitely one of the best perks of being on guard. Finally, they exited the field and the show began. It went really well. I felt calm and collected, therefore, I was confident as I did my flagwork. I could concentrate easier. And I was proud at my performance. But it was all thanks to Heavenly Father, who calmed me. I ran off the field feeling marvelous.

When we got back to the stands, the section reps passed out granola bars and water. It was like manna from heaven. I'd not eaten since noon and it was now around 6:30. Then we danced to the stand tunes and watched the rest of the game. And the football did get better and in the end, BYU won 23-17. Go Cougars!!!

Following the game, the band had still one more concert outside the west gate to the stadium. The guard improvised routines to the tunes. Then, the concert was over and the guard headed back to the guard room to grab our belongings and I headed home, ending my first BYU game day.

9/2/10

Pep Rally

Pep Rally.

When I hear those words, my mind goes back to the football field at Stapley Junior High. Hundreds of students crammed tightly together on the uncomfortable bleachers under the hot Arizonan sun watching cheerleaders prance around the field and basking in the ego of the football players. Pep rallies were a trial, but anything was better than sitting in a frigid classroom. So we went. And sometimes we even had fun. I remember one pep rally I went to where they invited a basketball team of 8-10 year olds to show off their stuff. They were SOOO funny! There was this one chubby kid who'd lift his shirt off and rub his fat around. It was hysterical. And when he spoke, his voice was high and pitchy, making him 10 times more funny. Oh the crowd got a kick out of him!

Tonight was my first college pep rally. And in a lot of ways, it was like the ones in junior high. Cheerleaders bouncing to the beat. Football players having a glory fest. But what was cool about this pep rally was that I was on the field with them. Yes, I, Sarah Toller, had a spotlight on me as I stood on the soft grass. It's just one of the many benefits of color guard. And although no one was watching me, it was cool just to be there, looking into a crowd of two thousand. It was cool just to watch the fireworks exploding over my head. It was cool just to be able to perform in front of an audience.

In two days, the Cougars play Washington. Instead of performing in front of two thousand, I will perform for sixty-four thousand. Crazy! But I'm ready; always ready to perform. So bring it on.